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Story: Paradox’s Despair -Chapter 28


Fluttershy smiled when Paradox decided to join her while she went shopping for new yarn. “Dox, why the sudden interest in what I do?”

“Mom, can’t I hang out with you without being interrogated?” He asked as he put his paws behind his back as he walked around the yarn store. Silver stood near the entrance of the store being unemotional and stoic.

“I wasn’t interrogating you.” Fluttershy said as she looked at some green yarn.

Paradox smiled at his mother as he walked back to the front of the store, he looked at Silver and noticed that she was looking straight ahead with no emotion. He glanced around, noticing no one was watching he leaned down and kissed her lips softly.DoxSilver1

Silver looked at him as he kissed her and her wings popped up suddenly. “Dox… stop… please.” she whispered to him. “I don’t want to get into trouble.”

“Okay,” he said as he walked away casually as he rubbed his chin where his goatee was growing. He had a grin on his face after he licked his lips.

Fluttershy walked around the corner holding several skeins of yarn. “Dox please hold these?”Helpfuldox

He took them from her. “So, mom what would you say if I… um… found my mate?”
Fluttershy looked up from her browsing. “Oh Doxy, when have you had the time to find a mate?” She asked. “If you did though, I am sure she’d be a very lucky girl. You are like your father in so many ways.”

Paradox was blushing. “I did find a mate.”

Fluttershy looked at him. “Oh? When can I meet her?”

Silver’s ear twitched as she tried to listen in, she heard Paradox say, “Soon, I want to talk to her again and see what she would like to do.”

“Okay Doxy.” Fluttershy smiled. “When I was younger I never thought I’d ever be a proud mother of three beautiful intelligent children.”

“Mom…” Paradox muttered as he blushed.

Fluttershy bought the yarn and they started to walk out of the shop. “Come on, we have a lunch date with one of my friends.” Fluttershy said cheerfully. Silver nodded curtly as she followed them looking warily around. Paradox was impressed by how seriously his mate took her job.

“Who are we having lunch with mom?” Paradox asked as he walked beside his mother, he kept looking at Silver, but she was looking at any potential threat to Fluttershy.

“Rainbow Dash.” Fluttershy said. Paradox stopped in mid stride. Silver walked past him and smirked as she brushed his paw with one of her wings.

“I… um…” his mind raced. Then he took in a deep breath. “That is great.” he caught up to them. “I haven’t seen Rainbow Dash in forever and a day.” He continued hoping he didn’t sound nervous.

“Are you sure it’s okay Lady Fluttershy if I join you, mother and Paradox for lunch?” Silver asked.

Fluttershy looked at Silver Dash. “I insist. It would be odd to have you stand while your mother sits and eats.”

They arrived at the restaurant and were seated outside. Paradox sat across from Silver and Fluttershy sat down and looked up to wait for Rainbow Dash to arrive.

Silver had taken her helmet off and she looked at Paradox as he fidgeted in his seat nervously. She noticed him glance at her then over at his mother. Slowly he looked at his mother opened his mouth to tell her when Rainbow Dash landed next to him. “Hey, sorry I’m late.” She smiled as she walked over to her seat and sat down. She saw her daughter. “Hey Silver! What is new? My little girl so grown up.” She said proudly as she ruffled Silver’s mane with her hoof.

“Mom, geez, I’m an adult.” Silver smoothed her mane again. “And I have a mate now.” She blurted out.

Rainbow Dash looked at her daughter. “What?”

Paradox’s jaw fell and he started to shake his head vigorously at Silver.Doxyshocked“Oh, congratulations.” Fluttershy said cheerfully. “That is wonderful news. Paradox told me that he has a mate too.”

Rainbow Dash slowly turned and looked suspiciously at Paradox. “Oh… that is nice to know Fluttershy. Silver, who is your mate?” She asked while staring at Paradox.

Paradox was sweating under Rainbow Dash’s glare but he tried to act casual as he found the flower on the table was suddenly very interesting.

“Mom, really I rather you look at me while asking questions.” Silver stated as she folded her arms.

Rainbow Dash chuckled and nodded as she looked away from Paradox. “Yes, I’m sorry, so who is this mystery stallion?”

Silver grinned as she looked at Paradox and saw his eyes widen in a panic. “He’s right across from me.”

Both Fluttershy and Rainbow looked at Paradox at the same time. He blushed then put his head on the table with a loud thump. “I’m dead.”

Rainbow Dash started to laugh. “That is hilarious Silver. Come on tell me who it is?”

“It’s Paradox.” Silver said blushing at her mother.

“Doxy? Is Silver your mate?” Fluttershy asked him placing her hoof on his mane and petting him.

Paradox nodded as he kept his face hidden. “Yes, I love Silver… She is my heart.” He muttered into the table.

“Oh thank Celestia!” Rainbow Dash said in relief. “And here I thought she’d found some bone headed loser.”

“What?!” Paradox said as he sat up right away looking at Rainbow Dash in confusion.

Rainbow smiled at him. “Dox, you are perfect for Silver! Awesome! That means I am so going to get grandkids!”

“MOTHER!” Silver said as she blushed deeply and covered her face with her hooves.

Fluttershy sighed happily at her son. “Your father will be so happy to know this Dox.”

Story: Paradox’s Despair -Chapter 27 (rated NC-17 for naughty)


Lilly and Zero kissed under the willow tree and he pulled from the kiss reluctantly. “So where do we go from here?” he asked.

Lilly looked around and suddenly saw something across the field. She saw her brother picking a pony up? She blinked again and looked at Zero. “We go to my room.” she whispered. She put her hoof over him and clicked her tongue.

They were in her room. “I’m not going to ask you for anything.” Lilly stated as she walked to her bed, crawled in it and leaned back pulling her pillows around her.

Zero grinned as he approached her, “Nothing?” he asked.

“Nothing.” She looked at him with her crimson eyes as she snuggled against her pillows erotically.lillylove

He slowly got on her bed and looked into her eyes as he pulled pillows away from her. “If it is up to me …” he moved over to her “I’d just love to kiss and talk to you, get to know you more. You stole my heart, but we don’t know a lot about each other.”

She nodded as she watched him. “You can tell me about yourself. Unless you want to know more about me?”

“I’m rather boring. Tell me about your childhood Lilly.”

Lilly smiled. “My childhood,” she paused. “Thinking in the fact that my father is Discord, it was actually a pretty normal childhood. My mother has a lot of love, caring and understanding. It rubbed off on father and he loves us a lot. He says we are not villains, but having taken over Canterlot makes others think we are.”

He shook his head, “Luna is still in power, you and your family are more likely stewards than dictators.” Zero stated.

“I agree. I was the main catalyst in the banishment of corrupted Celestia.” She shifted uncomfortably on her bed as she moved over to have him settle next to her. “If I didn’t do what I did, Canterlot wouldn’t be here.” She smiled when he relaxed next to her on the bed. She leaned against him. “Back to your original question, Paradox and I are twins, we may not look it, but we are. He and I have a connection to one another. We were taught magic from our father and caring from our mother. We had our mother’s friends around often who were cheerful and always willing to help out.” She quieted down as she nuzzled Zero.

“So, it is true that Fluttershy tamed the Lord of Chaos?”

“Do you think it is wise to talk about your future in laws in that way?” she asked.

Zero gulped suddenly as he looked at her. “I never thought of it that way.”

“Our union up in the study. You know the one.” She said softly.

Zero nodded as he remembered her telling him to mount her and how good she felt, he suddenly got aroused as he thought of it. “Oh yes.” He grinned.

“It seems I was in season at the time; you are going to be a father.” She stated.

Zero blinked as the news sunk in. “I, but it was our first time.”

She smirked. “It only takes once. Father said he knew when Dox and I were conceived, it was the second time he and mother ever mated.”

“Don’t you find it odd that your father would tell you that?” Zero asked.

“No. Can you tell me a little about yourself?” she asked suddenly as if the news of her pregnancy wasn’t a big deal.

“You know that I was just your guard. I grew up outside of Canterlot my father was a farmer, mother was a great cook. I wanted to be more than a farmer, so when my cutie mark appeared after I saved my little sister from drowning, I knew my calling was to protect.” He looked at his cutie mark which was a plain gold shield on his flank. “I joined the ranks of the guards here in Canterlot, the odd one though since I’m just a mere earth pony. All the others are unicorns and Pegasus, but I made my way through the ranks to become one of the elite. Only to be fired by you.”

She laughed. “I don’t know how father found out about you. He made me fire you and I know why.” She moved her tail around him slowly.

“Why?” He asked.

“Because he knew it before I did, he knew I was in love.” Lilly blushed. “Ever since we mated all I thought about was finding the time to be alone with you. You were always on my mind and I saw you every day. Everyday standing there. Everyday being there to do what I ask of you. I wanted you. I needed to be held by you.” she pulled a pillow toward her and he pushed the pillow from her hooves and gave her a kiss. They kissed softly at first; his lips pressing gently with hers then slowly and firmly. She moved her tongue out slightly and he pushed more until his tongue invaded her mouth. The struggle of tongues as they fought to control the mouth one wrapping around the other in a passionate erotic kiss. She sighed as he kissed her passionately her body surrendering to his as he moved up against her. She moved her tail granting him what they both desired. He released her tongue and mouth as he moved over her body to rub his hard need up against her hot desire.

Zero pushed into her and he felt himself instantly in euphoria, she was as tight as before and he just loved the feel of her surrounding him. “Lilly… you are gorgeous.” he moaned as he slowly pushed deep into her; reveling in her heat and feel, losing himself within her.

Lilly gasped as he pushed deeply and she purred with the feel of him spreading her and filling her with his girth again. She let herself get lost in the sensation of him deep inside of her and her body vibrated with her desire. “Ah… love me…”

He moaned as he started to mate with her again, slowly as if to savor every bit of her and then a little faster as his cock started to throb and swell beyond what he could handle. He held back when he heard her mutter her need for love. “Lilly… I love you.” he replied as he felt his heart clench with the confession as his body ached for release.

Lilly felt tears escape her eyes as he told her he loved her and she panted from the feel of him pushing into her. Her body started to quake as he rubbed himself up against her need and she let out a gasp as her muscles tightened and fluttered in orgasmic pleasure. “Ooh Zero yes. I love you too.”

Zero gasped as she muttered those words and he couldn’t hold back as he flooded her with his own hot desire. He pushed as deep as he could and let himself flood and fill her. His body vibrating as his final deep thrusts delivered his need into her. “Thank you, Lilly for choosing me.” He whispered as he kept himself buried within and he nibbled her neck tenderly and lovingly.

Lilly and Zero spent the rest of the night together. She hadn’t told any of her family she had returned and she snuggled up against Zero. “I’m a bad daughter.”

Zero opened his eyes. “Why would you say that?”

“I returned without telling my family. I only thought of being with you.” She sighed as she looked up at him. “What should I do? Should I tell them or leave without them knowing I came back?”

Zero shrugged as he looked at her. “It’s all up to you my lovely.”

Lilly sat up and looked at him. “Let’s go.”

Zero looked at her confused. “Go? Where? How? If you didn’t notice I’m just an earth pony.”

Lilly grinned almost evilly; she licked her lips; as she did so Zero was watching her little tongue moving along her soft lips. Then she made a click with her tongue and Zero suddenly felt a tingle run along his spine and he looked at her. “What did you do?” He asked her.

Lilly kept grinning as she looked at him. “Oh if you don’t notice in a few moments I will tell you.”

He still lay back and shifted a little. “How come I itch suddenly?” He sat up as he suddenly had a great urge to scratch his back. His wings spread out as he tried to scratch his back. He suddenly stopped and looked at his… wings? “What? Lilly…”

Lilly grinned at him. “What is wrong?”

“Lilly, you gave me wings… I don’t know how to use them.” He moved one wing and it made him fall to the side. “Can you, turn me back?”

She shook her head. “No… I cannot. You’re stuck with them.”yougavemewings

“What?” Zero gasped as he stumbled out of bed with his wings waving a bit erratic. “But, I… Lilly I don’t even know how to fold them to put them against my body!”

Lilly approached him as she tilted her head slightly. “Look at my wings.” She stretched out her bat wings, showing the bone structure of them. “The bones know where to go… just relax them and they fold naturally.”

Zero folded his wings slowly and winced at the feeling. “Hey, it’s not that hard.” He then spread his wings out. “Wait a minute… Lilly, I’m too heavy to be a Pegasus.”

“You think I do half magic? I used chaotic magic on you; it usually does what is necessary.” She pushed him with her hip. “Now flap those wings of yours like me.” She flapped hers and she easily lifted off the floor.

Zero looked at her doubtfully as he spread out his wings and flapped them opposite of one another and he fell over onto the floor.

Lilly tried not to laugh as she helped him up again. “You are a soldier and a guard you know that you have to be organized and structured, think of your wings as part of a whole and flap them together.”

“You are tougher than the Captain of the Guard.” He muttered as he started to flap his wings in unison. He then was surprised how he suddenly lifted off the floor. “I can fly.” He said in shock.

“Of course you can.” Lilly giggled. “So are you ready to come with me to the gryphon kingdom to find my aunt?”

Zero stretched out his wings. “Alright, but are you sure you want to drag me along?”

“I’m sure.” Lilly smiled and gave him a kiss. “We’ll tell my family.”

“You are going to tell Lord Discord about us now?”

She smiled at him. “Yes. He needs to know that I am with some pony that can protect me.”

Story: Paradox’s Despair -Chapter 26 (rated NC-17 for naughty)

Paradox yawned as he tried to roll over in bed but he couldn’t when he realized Silver Dash was snuggled up against him in his bed. The night before was a blur but he did remember it all. He remembered that he had an overwhelming desire to kiss her in which he did, he thinks back at the night:

Paradox and Silver kissed deeply and he reluctantly pulled from it as he looked into her eyes, she had silver eyes flecked with magenta. “Silver, I would love you to be my mate, please.” He whispered to her his cheeks red with a blush.

“I would love to be with you.” She blushed as well as she looked into his clear blue eyes.

She gasped suddenly when he picked her up in his strong arms she looked around as her chest fluttered with excitement at being with Paradox, the one she had always loved. “Let me take you to my room.” They had disappeared and reappeared up in his room he placed Silver on his bed and kneeled next to her to look and admire her.bemine

“Paradox?” She said to him unsure as to why he just stared at her.

“You’re a dream, and I fear I may awaken to find you gone.” He whispered to her and smiled shyly.

Silver blushed as she slowly placed her hooves on his paws. “I will stay with you for as long as you want me to.”

He smiled at her as he moved up and kissed her gently. “Stay with me forever.”

Silver felt her heart beating heavily as he kissed her; she moved her hooves up against his chest as he slowly joined her on the bed. “I will stay with you forever.”IntimateDox_SilverloversembraceParadox hugged Silver to him, gently caressing her and rubbing her feathers and wings. They talked for a long time, kissed one another tenderly and it was during one of these kissing sessions that they did a little more.

“I’m so nervous.” Silver said shakily as she looked up at him. “Please be gentle.”

“I’ll try, I never done this before.” He blushed as he rubbed himself against her slick entrance and he bit on his bottom lip as he pushed into her. “Oh… uh…”

Silver moaned out at the feel of him spreading her and pushing in to her. “Oh Dox, oh…”

He felt her virgin barrier and he gritted his teeth. “I’m sorry.” he murmured as he thrust roughly into her breaking her barrier and then moving smoothly past it. “I hope I didn’t hurt you too much.” He panted.

“Ah!” She shuddered under him her wings quivered at the feel of him pushing into her deeply.

He leaned against her as he pushed in feeling her muscles contract and ripple around him. “Oh Silver, you feel so good.” He moaned as he started to push and pull within her; he nuzzled through her silver and gold mane taking in her scent.

She panted from the feel of him her body shaking in pleasure as they mated. “Dox… oh please, please…” She moaned softly as her muscles rippled around him in orgasmic pleasure. “Oh… yes!”

“I cannot…” he moaned out. They moved together and he started to place his paws on her shoulders and he flexed his claws as he started to feel his orgasm build up as he felt her own fluids flow around his shaft. “Ah… Silver!” He growled as he pushed deeply into her letting his own orgasm join hers as he released his seed deep inside of her. He thrust in a couple more times reveling in the feel of her muscles rippling and squeezing him as if wanting every bit of him inside of her. He panted as he slowly slipped out of her as he kissed along her mane and pulled her to him. “I love you. Silver.” He confessed.

“Paradox, you made me a very happy mare. I love you too.” Silver Dash nuzzled him as she settled next to him in his bed. He put his paw over her shoulder as they both fell asleep together.

As he thought about last night he felt Silver stir against him.

Silver Dash yawned, stretched and looked at Paradox as she smiled at him. “Good morning.”

“Good morning, I thought it was all a dream but you’re still here. Unless I’m still dreaming.” He whispered as he put his paw through her mane.

“You’re not dreaming.” Silver muttered as she nuzzled his neck. “I’ll have to leave soon though; I have a job to do.”

“Aww, no. I’m Lord Paradox, you can stay.”

“Dox, my job is to protect your mother; it would be bad if I didn’t do my duty. And I love hanging out with aunt Fluttershy.”

He smiled. “Okay, then I will hang out with mom all day so I can be close to you.” He grinned at her.

“So you want to tell your mother about us?” Silver asked.

Paradox’s eyes widened. “I… um… sure.” He smiled nervously. “You think she’d be okay with that?”

Story: Paradox’s Despair -Chapter 25

“Oh… that is rough news Zero.” A young recruitment officer mumbled to Zero when they had heard Zero had been fired. “At least you don’t have to see that viper’s face any longer.”

“She isn’t a viper.” He muttered. “Don’t any pony in here say anything bad about LillyRose; if they do, they’ll have to go against me.” Zero stated as he got up from the bunk and left the barracks, he trotted out to the training grounds and sighed as he looked up at the night sky. Silver Dash looked over at the commotion curiously, watched him leave and turned back to her friends.

Paradox was watching over Zero on his own time; he grinned as he transformed into his disguise of a gray unicorn guard. He approached Zero outside acting like he was a little drunken. “Oh… is you? What are you doing here?” he slurred his words as he fell against Zero.

Zero looked at the unicorn in irritation. “What is wrong with you?”

“Nothing… why is sum thin wrong with you?” Paradox asked as he stumbled and used Zero as a way to steady himself.

“There is…” he whispered “But I rather not talk about it.”

“Was it about Lady Chaos?” He asked as he slipped off Zero’s side and fell to the grass.

Zero nodded and trotted away from the drunken unicorn. “Please, just leave me alone.”

Paradox was going to get up when a hoof was offered to him. He looked up and saw a mare with a silver and gold mane smiling down at him. “You need help up?” She asked.silverwoarmor

His eyes widened and he swallowed hard. “I… um, I…” he slowly transformed and took her hoof in his paw. She kept smiling at him as he stood up.

“You didn’t need help up.” She giggled. “Are you Paradox?”

He nodded and still had her hoof in his paw. “Did anyone tell you that you look beautiful?”

Zero trotted towards the other side of the training field, didn’t notice anything going on around him as he approached the tree at the far end. He sat down on the bench next to the old willow tree.

She landed softly near the old willow. Her wings folded gently and silently as she looked at Zero who was sitting on the bench facing away from her.

Paradox felt stupid at what he said to the mare, but he wasn’t lying and the mare was still there smiling at him. “What is your name?”

“Silver.” she said as she looked at his beautiful blue eyes. “You don’t remember me?”

He shook his head as he just stared at her. “I am sorry I don’t, but I would love to make new memories of you.”

Lilly slowly walked to Zero as he sat on the bench; she sat opposite of him and looked at him. He had his head down and he looked a little angry.imhere

Zero was irritated. He wanted to be alone but even being alone there was always some pony else there. He wanted to tell the other pony to beat it and leave him be so he looked up with a frown on his face and a bitter retort on his lips when his eyes widened to see Lilly staring at him.

“You wanted to say something?” Lilly asked him, a smile on her face.

“My Lady.” he jumped up and bowed to her.

Lilly chuckled. “Do friends really bow to one another?”

He looked up. “I… don’t think so.” He stood up and looked at her.

She stood up also and walked to him. “You looked so sad and angry; what is wrong?”

Zero looked at his hooves. “I am angry because the other guards keep making me angry I wanted, no, I needed to get away from them. You were gone too, might be the reason why I was sad. I missed you.” He blushed. “You’re back now and I feel a little better.”

“Zero…” she whispered. “I wasn’t planning on coming back as soon as I did. I still have to leave to find my aunt Misery, but I had to return.”

“So you’re leaving again? Why did you come back? Did you forget something?” He looked at her crimson eyes.

Lilly nodded. “I forgot something very important.”

Paradox realized that he was still holding Silver’s hoof and he blushed. “I guess you’d need that.”silverdashmeet

Silver giggled at his wit and she went over to him and smiled more. “Dox, I really like you, I’ve liked you when Lilly and I would play and you’d just be there.” Her blue cheeks highlighted with a blush. “I wanted to tell you then, but you liked another filly and I…” she looked down at her hooves.

“You don’t think I look like a monster do you?” He asked suddenly.

Silver looked at him in shock. “No? Why would you ask that?”

He smiled as he went over to her and gave her a hug. “Thank you.”you'renot

Silver hugged him back; a little confused. “You’re welcome?”

Lilly leaned up against Zero and gave him a hug. “I forgot my heart here.”

Zero swallowed hard when she said that and he hugged her back. “You mean?”

“I mean that you are my heart and I need you with me.” She whispered softly as she let him go from the hug. “Unless you don’t want to be with me.”

“I… I want to be with you Lilly. I want to be a part of your life.” They kissed under the willow tree.

Paradox stepped back from the hug and blushed. “I’m sorry it’s just… I remember you… You’re Aunt Rainbow Dash’s daughter.”

“Yes. Rainbow Dash is my mom, but, I am an adult Dox, so are you…” She smiled shyly at him.

Paradox blinked as the urge rose within him and he couldn’t help himself as he pulled Silver to him; kissing her soft lips tenderly. Silver was surprised by the kiss but thoroughly melted in his arms as he rubbed his tongue up into her mouth entwining with her own tongue and they kissed deeply as her wings spread out and quivered.

Story: Paradox’s Despair – Chapter 24


Fluttershy hugged Lilly tightly. “Please be careful. I am already worried about you.”

“I’ll be safe Mom. I don’t think I will be gone as long as I was last time.” Lilly tried not to show emotions but Fluttershy just made her want to cry.

Discord placed his paw on Lilly’s shoulder. “Just come back home safely.”

“I will.” She smiled up at Discord. “Sorry, I have to leave at this time.”

“You aren’t sorry; you wanted me to be asleep when you left.” Paradox said as he walked up to her. “But I fooled you, I haven’t fallen asleep yet.”

“Paradox, eleven o’clock in the morning isn’t early.” Scarlet Grace stated.

Lilly approached her sister and hugged her. “Don’t have that little one until I get back. I’ll see you all later. I love you, my family.” She spread out her wings and she swallowed as she flew up into the air.

They had all watched as she flew off and Fluttershy looked up at Discord. “Will she be okay?”

He looked down at her as he placed his claw on her back. “She’s smart, she’ll come back safely.”

Story: Paradox’s Despair – Chapter 23

There was a knock on the door and Lilly opened it to see Zero standing there. “What are you doing here?” She asked.

“I was given a message that you needed to see me immediately.” He looked around confused.

Lilly frowned and mumbled something under her breath.

“What did you say?” Zero asked.

She smirked and looked at Zero. “It seems that I have to … do something that I am not used to doing.”

He still looked confused at her. “What do you need to do? Can I assist you in any way?”

“No, Zero… I have to…” She shuffled her hooves. “I really am not good at this…” She flapped her wings in irritation.

“Just tell me Lilly.”

She growled under her breath. “You can no longer be my guard. A new guard will be assigned to me tomorrow morning.”

Zero stared at her and then he physically looked drained as he looked down at his hooves. “Oh, so I have been… fired? I knew it…”

“I’m sorry.” Lilly stated as she walked over to him. “It… wasn’t my decision. My father decided for me.”

Zero shook his head as he looked at her. “So, Lord Discord knows about us?”

Lilly nodded reluctantly.

“I’m dead then; dead pony walking here!” He started to look around her room as if expecting the Lord of Chaos to kill him instantly.heknowsLilly rolled her eyes. “He’s not that bad.”

He then looked at her. “If I am no longer your guard, what does that make us?”

She smiled as she tilted her head slightly at the question. “Friends?”

“Oh… Friends.” He looked at her, his ears drooping.

Lilly wrinkled her muzzle up. “I’m going to leave in a couple days. So, I have to keep it at friends.” She sighed deeply. “I’m sorry Zero. I’m very torn, my thoughts are a jumble, I care a lot about you, but I cannot tell if what I feel is love or if it is lust.”

“You can lust after me! I don’t mind.” Zero smiled and nodded then shook his head at her sad look. “No…” He put his helmet on slowly.

She moved closer to him. “Sorry.” She whispered and gave him a kiss on his cheek. “Please go. I don’t think I can trust myself around you.”justfriends

“But… Lilly, when will I see you again?” He started to walk slowly to the door.

“You will see me when I am here; you are still a guard, just not my personal guard.” She sighed. “Goodbye Zero, I will think about you.”

“Goodbye… Lilly… You know how to find me.” He turned to leave, closing the door behind him and dreading climbing back down those steps.

Lilly sighed as she sat and looked at the fire in the fireplace. There was another knock on her door and she growled as she got up to face the door clicking her tongue to open it. A gray unicorn guard walked into her room frowning. “What is wrong with you Lilly?”

“Paradox! Why did you send Zero up here?”

Paradox shifted

“I thought you’d want to have some fun with your boyfriend, you know, before you left on your trek to Celestia knows where?” Paradox shifted from unicorn form. “And what happens? You kick him out. You are such a prude sis.”

“I’m not a prude. Dad told me to fire him.” She sneered. “So I did.”

“Lilly, Dad tells me to do things all the time. I don’t always do what he says. You are such a goody two shoes prude.” He folded his arms.

“Have you started dating again?” Lilly suddenly asked Dox trying to change the subject.

Paradox frowned at her. “Oh, yeah… ask the broken-hearted to date again.”

“Your heart isn’t broken.” Lilly said. “Why don’t you ask Silver Dash out on a date?”

“Are you kidding? I am not asking out Rainbow Dash’s daughter! I remember kissing Scootaloo, and she wasn’t even related to Rainbow Dash and I had to fly 100 laps every day for a week as punishment.” He shook his head. “I cannot imagine what sort of punishment I would have to endure dating her daughter.”

“You deserved that punishment.” Lilly giggled suddenly.

Story: Paradox’s Despair – Chapter 22

Zero sat in the barracks alone, “Oh, I screwed up, I screwed up a lot.” He muttered nervously.

Another guard; a gray unicorn, walked into the barracks looked around, spotted Zero and approached him. “Are you Zero?” Zero nodded. “I have a message for you.”

Zero looked up at the other guard looking miserable. “What is it?”

“The Lady of Chaos has requested your presence immediately.”

Zero stood up too fast and bumped his head on the bunk above him. “Ouch! What? Why does she want to see me?”

“I’m just giving you the message. So you’d better go.” The unicorn guard shrugged.

Zero ran out the door of the barracks shoving his helmet on. The unicorn guard grinned  showing sharp teeth and disappeared.


Story: Paradox’s Despair – Chapter 21

Zero stared ahead as he guarded the royal bath house, Lilly, Lady Fluttershy and Lady Scarlet Grace were all within. He stood next to the guards appointed for Lady Fluttershy and Scarlet Grace, one was a young Pegasus mare with a mane of gold and silver, the other guard was a bored unicorn stallion with a black mane.

“My charge is so easy to take care of, as soon as she is with her husband I can take my break.” The unicorn muttered.

“My charge is my aunt.” The Pegasus said proudly sticking out her chest.silverdashbath“Who is your charge?” Zero asked.

“Aunt Fluttershy.” The Pegasus stated proudly. “My mother is one of her friends, so I call her my aunt.”

“I am guessing your charge is the Lady of Chaos?” The unicorn asked Zero.

Zero looked at him and nodded. “Yes.”

“Oh, I hear she is difficult, she hates every pony.” The Pegasus stated. “Which I find odd because Lilly and I used to play when we were little. She was so sweet then, just that… every time a boy liked her, she would do something to scare them away.”

“I hear she has a disposition of a viper.” The unicorn muttered. “Good luck to you then.”

They all suddenly snapped to attention when all three walked from the bath house. Fluttershy was smiling and talking to her daughters lovingly. “I am so glad we were able to spend time together again.” She approached Lilly and hugged her. “I am sorry to hear that you will be leaving in a few days. Please write to me and your father.”

“I will.” Lilly said.

“Why are you leaving again?” Grace asked as she rubbed her swollen belly. “Paradox is better and you are leaving again. You probably won’t see the baby born too.”

“I still haven’t found what I am looking for.” Lilly stated and smiled lightly at her Mother and sibling.pregnantsg

“What if, what you are looking for isn’t out there, but here?” Grace asked.

“Then I shall find it later than sooner.” Lilly answered, she stretched her bat wings as she suddenly turned to her guard. “Zero. I am going for a flight by myself. I will be at my room later.”

“Wait.” Fluttershy stated before her daughter took off. “I need you to meet my guard!”

Lilly looked at her mom lovingly. “Okay…” She turned to look at the guards and she smiled suddenly. “Silver Dash!”

The Pegasus guard bowed to Lilly and Lilly shook her head. “Silver! You don’t need to bow! How is Aunty Rainbow?”

Silver started to blush deeply. “Well you know… She is always trying to whip the new Wonder Bolt recruits into shape. I am just glad she let me become a royal guard. It’s easy taking care of Aunt Fluttershy.”

“Well, I can think of no one better.” Lilly smiled and gave her friend a hug. “Give your mother love from me.”

“I will. I am so glad you remembered me.”

Lilly smiled some more which shocked the unicorn guard and Zero. “I cannot forget one of my best friends.” She then looked over to her mother and her sister. “Thank you Mom. We’ll talk later.” She spread out her wings and she flew up into the sky. Zero put his head down and sighed deeply.

Zero let out a deep sigh...
Zero put his head down and sighed deeply.

Fluttershy and Scarlet Grace both walked off, their guards following them, Fluttershy had a friendly conversation with her own guard. Zero started to trot off quickly, he knew if he showed up too late Lilly would reprimand him, so he rushed as he trotted through the castle to the tower where Lilly’s room was.

He was panting as he arrived at the tower where she usually retired for the night. He walked into her room and started to get the room all ready for her. Lighting candles, throwing more wood onto the fire and making sure the place looked perfect for her. He smoothed out the sheets on the bed and trotted out the doorway of her room then stood stoic and still.

She landed delicately on the balcony and trotted past Zero without even looking at him. She walked in her room; clicking her tongue the door slammed shut behind her.

actnaturalZero sighed deeply and relaxed a little bit. Suddenly the door opened again, he heard her tongue click and he was magically pulled into the room and the door shut again.

“I commend you on getting my room ready Zero.” She smiled as she walked over to him. “You even smoothed the sheets on my bed.”

“I do what I can… Lilly.” He nodded. “It’s what is required of me.”

She thought his same reply was quite funny as she chuckled. “So if I required you to get in the bed… you would?”

“Of course.” He tried not to blush as he looked at her… she was slowly walking around him as if sizing him up for something.

“I am going to be leaving in a few days and I am curious as to what you will be doing while I am gone.” She moved close to him and he suddenly felt her long tail curl slowly around one of his legs briefly.

“I don’t know.” He honestly answered as he stepped slightly to regain his balance.

Her tail seemed to have a mind of its own as she talked to Zero. It slowly snaked up his back leg and started to rub up against him. He gulped in air as he felt her tail slowly rub against his growing need. “So, I am guessing that you won’t miss me then?”

He felt his temperature rise as she moved closer to him. She slowly tilted her head and pressed her lips against his. She pushed her tongue into his mouth and he kissed back their tongues entwining.kiss1ZL

The door to the room opened suddenly with a loud bang. Lilly quickly pulled away from the kiss with Zero her tail untangled instantly from around his body. She clicked her tongue as quietly as she could and Zero felt her magic tingle around him he looked around confused and saw her place her hoof against her lips. “You are paralyzed temporarily. Don’t worry.” She whispered to him.

Discord walked into the room. “Lilly? You are leaving again? When were you going to tell me?” He looked around the room and saw the guard standing there. “Oh… Lilly were you talking to your guard?”

“Yes, I was giving him instructions in how to take care of my room while I was gone.” She looked at her father and felt so vulnerable. “I didn’t think you would have a problem with me leaving again. Mother seemed comfortable with me leaving.”

“No, she isn’t.” He rubbed his muzzle. “Your mom is worried.”

Lilly sighed as she glanced over at Zero. “I am sorry she is worried, but… I must go. I have to find my destiny.”

Discord tapped his hoof and looked around her room then he looked at the guard. He approached Zero and looked at him. “LillyRose…”

Lilly looked at him. “Yes Father?”

“Paralyzing your guard? Why?”

“Paralyzing your guard? Why?” He poked Zero with a claw.

Lilly blushed and looked away from Discord. “No reason.”

“Then… you wouldn’t have a problem with me doing this.” He snapped his fingers and Zero suddenly collapsed to the floor and let out a deep breath.

Lilly stood there, her cheeks burning with a blush. “Dad, why did you do that?”

Zero suddenly stood up. “Sorry Lady and Lord… May I leave?” He started to back out of the room as fast as he could.

“STOP!” Discord commanded.

Zero stopped in his tracks and he started to sweat as Discord approached him. “Yes My Lord?”

Discord frowned and suddenly smiled as he handed Zero his helmet. “You dropped this.”

“Thank you my Lord.” Zero took the helmet jammed it on his head and made himself scarce.

Lilly frowned. “He was my guard.”

“Just because he is your guard, really doesn’t make him your sex toy Lilly.” Discord muttered to her. “Don’t do that to them. They have feelings too.”

She gasped. “How did you know?”

Discord sighed and looked at her. “Do you think I am that clueless?”

She didn’t answer as he walked over to the door and looked out, he then shut it. “I’m your father first and foremost, when I found out that you had been with that guard I wanted to kill him. Your mother though she’s was all: Discord your daughter is older now and she can make her own decisions…” He did a perfect impersonation of Fluttershy. “So today I was hoping to catch you before you did anything so you’d stop playing around with that guard’s feelings. Unless of course you love him then all this is a moot point.” He sighed as he looked at her.

Lilly shuffled her hooves, she hadn’t had to listen to her father give her a lecture in a long time and she hung her head. “That is why I am leaving.”

“Because you have feelings for a guard?” His ears went forward.

“No, um maybe. I just don’t know Dad. I need to do something; the ponies here fear me except for Zero.” She looked up at her father and she had some tears in her eyes. “I want to find somewhere that doesn’t shun me because of yours and my reputation.”

“I’ll have you know I have a very good reputation.” He grinned and then got serious again in a blink of an eye. “You are not a villain you are trying to keep Equestria safe, just because the ponies here don’t understand our intentions doesn’t mean they fear us. They are more afraid of the unknown; Luna alleviates a lot of those fears. Maybe you should sit on the throne a few hours and see if these ponies really fear you. I don’t envy Celestia any longer after being in charge now.” He placed his paw on his face and looked worn out. “If you want to leave you can, I only want you to know that your mother and I have your best interest at heart. It was so nice that you did return when your mother was at her wits end; Paradox was in a very dark place before you came back. I thought we’d lose him.”

Lilly shuffled her hoof again. “Dad, I would have felt terrible if anything bad had happened to Paradox. He was the reason why I left to begin with. I had to find a way to make him happy again. When he was in that dark place; made me feel like I was in that same dark place and felt like I was drowning.”

Discord sat down heavily on the chair nearby. “How did you come to the realization that we are all monsters?”

She sighed heavily as she focused on the fire in the fireplace. “You told me that there were a lot of different creatures out in the world. I came across one. Some weird bird deer cross breed. He made me realize that we are all… monsters but not all monsters are evil. So, I am going to search out this creature again, I have questions for him that I need answers to.”

Discord blinked in shock. “A peryton? You seek answers from a peryton? Lilly, be careful… perytons can be a little unpredictable.”

“Like the Lord of Chaos?” Lilly asked.Lillysarcasm

Discord looked at her and smirked. “Yeah, I can be unpredictable, except when your mother is involved, she can predict me. I still don’t know how she does it.”

“Probably from being around you for so long.” Lilly said. “So what do you know about perytons?”

He shook his head. “I don’t know a whole lot about them. The pony you should ask is your mother.”

“No, I don’t want to ask her. I’ll try to find him in the last place that I met him. I won’t leave yet Dad. I will stay for a few more days. I am sorry I did what I did… I will not do it again.”

Discord stood up. “Okay Lilly, I guess we’ll appoint you a new guard, unless you really do care about Mr. Zero?”

“I don’t know Dad.” She was blushing. “He knows what I like and he’s not afraid of me.”

“I’m sure…” Discord made a face. “A new guard it is.”

She stared at him in shock. “But…”

“I have made the decision for you.” Discord stated as he walked out of her room. “I’ll let you tell your previous guard the news of his dismissal. Maybe with you telling him it will lessen the blow.”

Lilly frowned. “How do I tell him?”

“Figure it out my little double flower.” He then disappeared.

Story: Paradox’s Despair – Chapter 20 NAUGHTY! (NC-17 for SEXY times)

Chapter 20 (Just a reminder! Lilly is an Adult in this story.) 

LillyRose sat in the study as she read a book. One lone pony guard stood outside the study. Zero had been originally chosen to watch Lady Chaos until she had left from the castle almost a year ago. He remembers the day that she had left when she was crying and had flown off to Celestia knows where, and he had to tell Lord Discord that he had failed in his assignment, but here he was guarding her again.

She moved in the study and Zero snapped out of his thoughts to check on her, he leaned into the room to look around and saw that she had moved to a couch where she lounged with a book. She glanced at him and looked back at her book. He stepped back into position.

Lilly rolled her eyes; she couldn’t believe she had to deal with a guard nosing around every single thing she did. She moved slightly and he would check on her. She sneezed and he’d look at her. Just now he had checked on her she felt like throttling him. Then a thought came to her as she suddenly grinned showing her sharp teeth. The look of evil that she had, matched exactly her father’s devious smile.

Devious smile
Devious smile

Zero heard her shift slightly the position she had on the couch, but kept looking down the empty hall. He knew she hated that he looked in on her too much so he waited. His ear suddenly twitched when he heard something odd in the study.

Lilly grinned as she noticed his ears twitching as she started to pleasure herself on the couch. She let out a soft sigh as she started to move her hoof up and down her wet folds. She just hoped that no one else would come and disturb her while she teased her appointed guard.

Zero blinked as she heard her sigh and his ear twitched again. She then made a purring noise that caught his attention more than anything. He looked down the hallway still and felt himself sweating suddenly.

“Ah…” Lilly said softly as she slowly moved her hoof up and down her slick lips, rubbing up against her button of pleasure. She was thinking about the pleasure more than getting the guards attention now; as she stuck her tongue out as she rubbed harder. “Ah… oh…” She moaned again.

Zero blinked as she let out a moan and he felt himself get hot under the collar. He tried hard not turn to see what was going on but his curiosity peaked as he slowly turned around to look in on LillyRose in the study. His eyes widened and he felt himself grow instantly aroused. She was lying back on the couch pleasuring herself. He gulped as he gawked at her.

Lilly looked at her guard and smiled as he stared at her. She rubbed her sex in front of him and slowly moved both hooves down to expose herself to him. She grinned deviously as she moved one hoof up and down her slick entrance. “Guard.” she whispered. “I need assistance.”

He felt suddenly conflicted. He had duty to protect Lady Chaos, but Princess Luna told him he had to be at her beck and call, do whatever she required of him. Right now she said she required his assistance. He approached her slowly and found it difficult to walk because he was trying hard to hold back his raging hard on. “My Lady what do you require from me?” He gulped as he couldn’t pull his eyes away.

She smiled at him as she licked her lips. “I require you to kneel then use that tongue of yours and pleasure me.” She scooted down the couch a bit. She saw him hesitate. “Come on, don’t delay. Do it before I change my mind.”seduction1Zero kneeled down and put his muzzle up to her, his nostrils flared at the smell of her, she was ripe for mating and he felt light headed. He looked up at her and she looked back she had desire and lust in her eyes. He leaned in and licked along her lips slowly. He was young and was inexperienced in pleasuring anyone but apparently she was about as inexperienced as he was as she let out a soft sigh at just a gentle lick of his tongue. He pushed his tongue up into her folds as he started to lick and taste her.

She gasped at the feel of his tongue and she panted as he pushed his muzzle up against her folds running his tongue up against her pleasurable center. “Uh yes… oh…” her legs shook with the feel as she gasped and writhed, her tail slowly wrapped around his waist.

Zero put his hooves on her hips as he pushed his muzzle deep into her hot desire as he pleased her. He throbbed as he kept rubbing his tongue deep into her, tasting her desire as she bucked her hips up. He looked up at her as he ran his tongue up over her hard button and he felt her whole body shudder as she came, her orgasm flooded over his tongue and he slurped her up. She looked down at him as her heart beat like a drum.

Her eyes glowed crimson with an inner fire as she gestured for him to stand. Zero stood up as he looked at her his muzzle wet with her. “You know how to use that don’t you?” she asked in a sultry voice indicating his aching member.

“Yes. My Lady.” he stated as he felt his hardness throb.

She slowly slinked off the couch and on the floor where she got into mounting position. “Then show me.” She whispered her tail slowly moved to the side.

He’d never mated before though but he knew how to… at least he hoped he knew. He bit down on his lower lip as he mounted Lilly pushing himself into her tightness. His head swam in pleasure at the feel of her. Slowly he pushed in until he hit up against her barrier, she was a virgin and he was surprised gritting his teeth he pushed in harder but just the feel of her muscles contracting around him was causing him to come almost prematurely. He shook his head concentrating as he thrust hard into her, she let out a loud gasp as he broke through and felt his body shake as desire took over to his instincts and he started to mate with her rough and hard he pushed deeply into her and she moaned in pleasure. He had no control of his timing as he suddenly released his pent up lust and desire into her. Spraying his hot seed deeply into her virgin body and making her his. He thrust several times afterward until he felt thoroughly drained of his lustful need to fill her. He withdrew his desire and nibbled along the back of her neck.

She sighed deeply and looked at him. “That felt good.” she whispered as she blushed.

“Yes… My Lady.” he muttered as he blushed as well, he moved off of her back and tried to make himself look presentable again, his helmet was on the floor and his armor was a bit skewed.

She watched him try to look presentable again and she grinned. “You will do that when I ask you to. Okay?”

“My Lady?” he asked.

“Call me Lilly, and you are to mate with me when I tell you to.” She grinned at the shocked look on his face. “What is your name?”

“My name is Zero Clash. My Lady…. Umm Lilly.” he felt really dizzy at all that she was saying to him. “As I said to you when Luna placed me with you. I am here to protect you and to do whatever you require of me.”

“I require you to mate with me for now on. Only when I tell you.” she whispered. “Also, no bragging to your fellow guards. What we do together is at my discretion if you so much mention our mating. I will personally cut you up… I mean, off.” She grinned malevolently.

He caught himself nodding and felt his desire for her renew again, but he knew she wouldn’t mate with him unless she wanted to. “Yes Lilly. I shall do whatever you require of me.”

Lilly smiled, “Good, now go back to doing whatever guards do.” she sighed happily as she grabbed her book and started to read again.